This week, I have begun feeling the compression of my current local container before the geometric expansion of my quantum leap occurs. I discuss the trauma, past relationships, and mistakes that I've made throughout my awakening journey - and how it all must come to the surface to be metabolized and purged from my field before officially timeline jumping. I process the unraveling of a lifelong friendship, finally grieving a past relationship nearly a year and a half after it ended, and some of the most terrifying moments I've experienced this year - moments where I genuinely thought I was going to die. I don't view my mistakes as failures or through a lens of regret, but instead through a neutral lens of awareness. And while I believe the past doesn't need to be rewritten, I do believe some chapters need to be revisited with the wisdom I didn't have when living them. And this is one of those chapters.
